its 9am, and...

im awake. dad called a little before 8 and although he told me to go back to sleep, i cant seem to fall back on. so after about 30 mins of tossing and turning, i woke up. brushed my teeth and had breakfast. indomie. yups, one of the greatest invention of mankind. WHAT would we do without indomie, mar?

my eyes kinda hurt, maybe from tearing too much last night. no, its not about sad movies. its about him. but at least, ive said what i feel.

i was thinking (this has nth to do with yesterday's chatting session at all) if ive made the right choice, or maybe ive rushed into a relationship that shdnt even happened. sigh. at the beginning of a relationship, we really dont care about each's past. all we think about is the fastened heart beat of ours while we first hold hands. the flutter in our stomach when we first kiss. the excited feeling when we meet each other in school. the happy smile we have on our faces when we get morning or gd night sms-es from the other.

what determines a good relationship?

theres a part of a song which i really love recently.

"its not always rainbows and butterflies,
its compromise that keeps us going."

yeah, you guys probably realize that its an old song from maroon 5 - she will be loved. i realize that compromise and communication is really important in every -ships, relationships, friendships, et cetera.

if you think this is crap, yeah. i think so too. i think its the effect of being too full on a monday morning. im supposed to be sleeping in!!!!!!

well, maybe i should. =)

oh yeah, ive finally submitted my application for UW. i think my personal statements really boring though, so wish me luck and hopefully i could get in based on my grades alone. yay!